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I made a new live journal. If you find it, congrats add me! Bahaha!
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[20 Nov 2007|06:09pm] |
And I'm beginning to realize that it really wasn't "just a phase"
Things aren't going to get better And I've come to terms with that
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[17 Jul 2007|08:28pm] |
I need a job until September ... UGH ...
Like ... BABYSITTING!?!?!?!
I'm a good babysitter! REALLY I am. lol. Haha.
UHm. Well, I need a summmer/temp job. No one will probably hire me because of that.
I like not working, but I'm SO fucking bored. Life.
Parents don't come home until the 23rd. Could throw a PARTY?
But! I don't want to, because I'm responsible and I don't like any of you.
Pretty much the 2nd part. <3
BYE NUCCAS.
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[10 Jul 2007|02:35pm] |
Wo0 got lasik eye surgery today ... now i'm healing .. well should be ... okay sleep time BYE!
** sorry if anything is spelt wrong, i am haing a difficult time seeing cleraly. hahaha
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[01 Jul 2007|06:47pm] |
RAWR packing, there's only so many days until the moveeee. oh sighhh. and and and ....................................................
BJs to get boxes! lol
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[26 Jun 2007|09:01am] |
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So, I don't really update this too much---and when I do I find myself not wanting to express any specifics.
My graduation party was a lot more fun than I expected it to be, I hope everyone enjoyed themselves.
My mom wants to start packing, ugh!!! Does this mean we're leaving soon? I am wondering where I will be staying, I refuse to go down to Texas! I mean, I'll only be there for barely a couple months and there's just no point. I want to stay here, enjoy the rest of the summer with my friends and start school.
Scott's leaving on September 4th for bootcamp/marine training and I want to spend the time I have with him because for the next four years I won't be seeing him a lot. [sigh] The distance now sucks, and it's only in Warren---like half hour away! Well, it doesn't suck SO bad but its quite a drive especially since I fall asleep a lot. ( >_<)
Everything is great though. Everything is in its right place I believe and I'm pretty content with the friends I have. Granted, I no longer have any "best friends" but I realize I'm not a best friend kind of person. So it's okay.
=]
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[24 Jun 2007|10:50pm] |
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had a graduation birthday party type thing. it was fun. i think. =]
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[19 Jun 2007|11:36pm] |
So went to orientation on Monday and Tuesday. It was all right. After what happened Sunday I was scared shitless and it didn't help that I'm already feeling sick. Last thing I need is for it to happen in public. Anyways, don't worry about it because I'm alive and fine.
UHMMM. Yeah. That's it.
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[18 Jun 2007|12:41am] |
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i had an anxiety attack today and it sucked.
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[31 May 2007|10:33pm] |
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GRADUATED. Nice.
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[26 May 2007|08:52am] |
Senior Dinner Dance Good time Really tired, huge headache Went home =[
Jealousy issues. Not with the boy. HA ... Silly me.
Beautiful place. Great friends. Love it. <3
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[22 May 2007|09:19pm] |
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today was my last day of school. wow.
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[16 May 2007|09:25pm] |
The fieldtrip was all right. It was really hot, and I wish I wore a tank top or something.
Who the fuck am I fooling? Seriously. Ugh, I realize that if I try hard enough I can convince myself of such ridiculous lies. And now that its really hit me in the face, I think I'm just going to break down and cry.
13. Unlucky number right? Yeah. I know.
I'm so sick and tired. I have a little over a week.
“One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure, clear shape of me. Bones. That is, after all, what we're made up of, and everything else is just storage, deposit, and waste. Strip it away, use it up. No deposit, no return.”
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[15 May 2007|01:05pm] |
I've been pre-occupying myself with people. Trying to get my mind off of everything. It helps, sometimes.
I had AP Biology Exam yesterday, must've bombed it. Today is Senior Skip Day, spent the day exercising and calling/texting people who don't care to talk to me. Tomorrow is the AP Biology fieldtrip. I didn't give in my permission slip or money yet, so hopefully I can tomorrow. It'll be hard avoiding her, but I'll just go with the flow. DONT GIVE IN.
Yeah.
I'm happy and not. Grateful and suspicious at the same time. Paranoid.
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[10 May 2007|02:43pm] |
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I'm bitter.
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[05 May 2007|11:23pm] |
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mmm yummy.
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[01 May 2007|09:06pm] |
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shoot me in the face ... please.
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[18 Apr 2007|09:07pm] |
So, I went and visited Simmons College on Friday and Saturday (missed Olympic Foolery) BAH! Anyways--It's pretty fucking awsome.
I participated in a program called M.O.S.T (multicultural something or another, aka. there was a lost of minorities) I got a mentor and she was nice. I liked her roommate more though! She is this Filipino chick, gorgeous, and had an extroverted personality.
Anyways, we pretty much got fed free food, went to this awesome play about woman's rights (Simmons is an all girls school) and got fed more free food and hung out with our mentors.
We also took a campus tour, ugh, I LOVE IT. Let's highlight some of the best things about Simmons:
Its in Boston (near Fenway!), but unlike Suffolk (where my cousin goes) everyone is within walking distance. I don't really like the city, I mean, I can adapt (fine!) but I'd rather be somewhere where I don't have to take the T EVERYWHERE. Off campus there are clubs and cafe's in walking distance as well!
There is a large pool, beautiful workout room/area, and a buffet styled cafeteria. LOVE IT. hahaha. The dorms are also roomy as well. Tehehe. Teachers quite friendly, I've also talked to head of the Chemistry department, he's quite a friendly guy. Students in SC agree. I'm warned that the chemistry department is a workload (gasp!)
A lot of people are competing for the nursing program at Simmons, I am glad I'm not wanting to participate in that because everyone is required to maintain an A or B average. I mean, doesn't sound too bad in high school terms but they get so much work! My mentor is in the program and she does so much. (gasp)
What else what else. Friendly people, good sized campus that takes you away from the "city scene", but entertainment can be found outside the campus walls!
What else, what else. Simmons is such a great school!!! The President and Dean spoke at the dinner that Saturday and spoke about how they are trying to make Simmons BETTER, not bigger. Thus the reason why they are only accepting a certain number of applicants---boy did I feel special. hahaha. They're redoing a bunch of stuff to make the buildings closer to each other on campus. GREAT. LOVE IT. Wonderful. EXCITEMENT! HA!
Well, I don't know. That's about it.
<3
Sometimes I wish I was white just so I can go on these "look alike" makeover shows. HA! Idk, SOMETIMES ... hahaha.
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[12 Apr 2007|09:35pm] |
i have shitty friends, minus rachel and meaghan dearestsss. i can't wait for vaca. billy and i are planning our birthday parties together. its in warren, idk who to invite. but meagh and rachel will probably be the only ones going because i love them.
ugh. i fuckin want school to be over. i'm fucking sick and tired and i hate everythign and everyone. is this senioritis? ...
fuck .
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[29 Mar 2007|04:28pm] |
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drugs! drugs! hippie hugs!
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